Wow! I don't really know where to start. I hope anyone reading this will find it interesting. Were to start? I've wanted to do something like this for a long time. I would just like to know if there is anyone out there who feels like I do. I have a good life, I'm truly blessed. But I find myself longing for the type of life that I don't have. I thought once my children were grown I could go off to live in some small quaint town, where I could enjoy peace and quiet. But all the places I know of or even researched don't have or want people of color. Why then do I long to have such a life style if it's not obtainable. Why has God given me these desires that the world won't let me enjoy? I want to write books, talk to people, tell them about the things I think and feel. The things I've learned on my journey through this life. I want to inspire people to be better, to move past any hurt or disappointments they have ever had in their lives. But where do I start. If anyone out there can relate let me know what you think.